Hey Mom,I would like to thk you for what you have did since i was born till now.You are really a great mom and i'll respect you for give me and my bro a very good advise that makes me always to be remember the words that you gonna say.And i won't forget all the words and talk that you always like to say it for thousand times.

You've give me a great love and care.I know that i've lack on my study from the past..but right now i just realise and notice myself what have i did.It was a very sad as you can't accept that i can't show or be in a better result in my study.

But since Dad has past away....i've just get a shock for myself and im really stress out of it.All that i can think is that we just gonna be 3 of us to be in the family.From that very moment,i've promise myself that i will taking my risk to help this family as how bad and easy as i can get.I have to show to you that i can help this family with my own energy and effort.

And i will try to help anything if our family really have a problem.You are my mom and i have to help you.And what i've did is to make our family be more happier as always.

No matter how bad or wrong mistake i did,i still have to respect you and the only think that i can do is to just shut up and think back of all the mistake i did.

Lastly...i just wanna thk you again for giving me a support of my art work.All i did this is just for the family and to show everyone that i can have something to support my family and myself in the future.You the only mom that really understand me really well,no matter how mad and angry you are....i will still shut up and listen to you.
I love you mom with all my heart.
And Happy Mother's Day.

"My life is for my family."

Well...nothing goes by work and work all the time.Not enough sleep....am i gonna be sick like this...whatever.Nobody was with me all the time....only my crazy freak fellow frens at work was ard cheers evryone's up.But im still so bored as i gng back home all the time,looking at the ppl ard me....the people laugh
              the people smile
              the people stare at ya
              the couple have a great time together
              the people stress,tired...bla bla bla.Oh well...that was the only thing i can tell ya all when im alone...heheheh.

I been so slack nowadays....dont have some time on my art work and i miss my computer.Just for only 4hrs when ever i switch on my pc...i just only surf and surf....not in a mood at all.hazzzz.

Whenever im sitting in front of my monitor,my eyes keep on looking at the clock.......PLZ slow it down man!!...It goes too fast.Cant help it,time's are getting faster and faster.

As i type on this blog,i was just started custom my new shoe that i bought recently,Fuhhh!!,theres more to go dude...take your time Rohaidi.hahah...

Another week is gonna end soon and i cant wait for some paint with all the local writers at somerset sk8park this Sat.GRAFF JAM BABY!!WOOOHOO!!!!
The only thing that can make me happy is go and lay some paint on the wall.Thats where i clear up my stress....and just enjoy the painting.

Hmmm.....arrhhhh!...what else i wanna say,oh well... i end up my blog here as im fucking damm hot in this room.Get ready for another day of work.
Till then enjoy people...do drop by to somerset sk8 park this sat from 1pm till late night as we having graff jam and get to know all the writers in Singapore.

Hope to see some of my fellow frens to be coming down....Bye!

Well right now....i just have to work work work work.....haiz....I need money and my time right now.

ive got 5 hrs of sleep,11hrs to work and 3hrs for me to do wad ever i want.aarrrhhhhh!!!!

TIME TIME TIME!!!

Damm it!.....plz if theres someone can make me happy right now!!!

Need everyone to vote Team B for the Singapore Olympic Games Graffiti Competiton.

Thks.


check out the video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Kr7iqzWI1E

http://www.singapore2010.sg/capitaland

A life is always hard for me to think if it.Sometimes,i need changes from myself but it wont work it out.May be it will take times to show it up but,just have to be patient on it.

I never had a fun life since i started 16,my days was given a hard time to me.As one man down in the family,...it was a really shock thing that happen so soon.The time that makes me hard to control on my mind...."what shall i do now?"...what will happen to me and hows my life gng to end up like?"....you no sort of that.But for me i really have decided to taking care on my family,no matter what it takes....just go for it.Even at that time my study was just empty to me,and i've never think of it....only to work and work and work for family.

Well....as the time goes on,ive change a lot...dng someting that i luv most of it(dzine,art..hmmmm..well..can't explain,its quite a lot.)hehehhe...
Anywy,it was a very nice time for me,as having some extra money...hmmm..thats cool.Get some project here and there....wow!,i never expect this might happen..but im glad and happy for myself.At least,ive got someting to bring it out what i can do.

As time goes by,i just need some break for myself....as i can say having someone to cares about me(hahaha..yeah yeah you no what i mean.).But it was a hard time on it....as some are playing ard,still enjoy...hmm....show off.I really can't take it that way.
Hmmm...time to time,i've met someone on the net.Quite interesting,well....she really luv my art works,and its not like..."wow it so nice..." i mean the way she show it to me on how she feel with my works....it was really a shock to me.Soon or later,we get along well....i never had this fun in my life before....and i was so happy with her.But things just happen in a snap...
I try really hard to give some time but the mistake that i did was really a bad thing i did.And i can't explain how it can be happen.I dont no whats wrong with me.....why! must always be me.WHY WHY WHY!!!....

Well....maybe im not a great person after all...eerrmmm...i dont no why im saying this.Or maybe i dont really try to know more about it,and never responsible in what vie did....maybe that.Hmmm.......What else could i do?....nuthing just works out well to me.So just carry on with my own life to be.....what will happen next?.....I dont no...if its works well then i'll be happy on it,but if not....im just Rohaidi as you all know.So thats about it...Enjoy ppl.



Anywy,what ever i wrote it down doesnt mean to hurt anyone but i just wanna clear up my mind.Thk you for reading.

Some of my animation for my Hands Free Studio.
Happy Halloween to evryone.



http://www.swfup.com/file/43874

Hey..it was a great and wonderful day to me.As it's been a while since i never check out of my animation site that is MyToons Animation.

And what i've notice is that,i've got a message from MyToons as they congrats me of being the winner of for their Bust In And Win contest on MyToons.And i've been selected as a winner in their weekly drawing of contest animation and will be recieve a $50 Visa cash card for my wonderful piece of animation name A.W.I.S.


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Do drop by to the link and read at the scoop.


Watch my A.W.I.S again people.
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Its all happen when i was praying and my mom was chating in the phone with my aunty...while suddenly ive feel the swaying already and i noe it but i just ignore and see how it goes.But its became more thrill as i was still praying on my last scene,and i dont feel good myself as i  have to end up my pray asap.

While my mom was praying(berdoa/baca2) so loud coz of the swaying getting harder and harder.I haven end my pray yet but ive try to bring down sum lamp dat hanging on top as it swaying faster.All the neighbour was rushing and shouting to call up thier family member to hurry up.
Well...as some of the ppl ard my area was new comer so...they just feel scared and some even crys.

Anywy,it will happen again all the time but when was it....you dont noe it.So just pray hard for it.

Hope the ppl at sumatra was dng fine.

Yap as i mention that i will be out frm my work by this month right.Well,i got to hold it up for another a month notice on that....haiz.Can't do anything just have to take it.My boss don't mind bout that but the time when im gng off is quite bz all the way till Aug.

He ask me about it why i wanna quit,but i just say im gonna have my further study.He was quite happy with my job that i did here and he gonna increase my salary soon.But im so sorry bout that,coz i don't like the way of the job here...hmmm...ya i can say its good but no stress at all.Only that i feel like im wasting my time here dng nuthing like been dng surfing the net,look ard the machine,tring to get something to do for my whole day at work.It just like the urgent part was just for e while and then its over and just wait for the next mision frm my boss.

And also the company was so damm slow gng up,and even dont wanna listen of evry words we plan.What ever it is just have to follow what my boss wanted to be.AArrhhh!...i cant take this anymore.

But hopefully i will try really hard to get a new job asap.So i dont feel stress bout it but what can i see for myself is....it's not only me who are looking for a job,there are still lots of ppl ard looking for jobs.Even there are some ppl who keep quitting their job almost 3 or 4 times.So all the best to me and hope that my mom dont be too stress bout me.

Well now...ive got 15 days to get the hell out of my work.But it shouldnt be this way....hmmm...what can i say the environment kind of cramp and no proper area for my work but just to be done in the office.Haiz...i really dont feel comfortable dng at the office...bla bla bla....you got to be quite all the time make it slowly and smooth.Not by screwing the bolt and nut with a cracking sond and let it go the spanner with big cring sound.

Damm it,i had enough of this work as a technician that dont have any proper tools given.Nuthing interesting to be learn....only by modified simple machine that i dd all the time.But,i dont see any react of the selling of the machine....all are been dump inside the store with lots of junks and uninvited guest Cockroche.

Anywy,im stay cool and hopefully i will get a new job.Can't wait for the end of this month..heheh.Just dont feel easy on how do i explain to my boss that im leaving.Hmmm...i dont have a choice man,just got to go.

Told my mom about it,and hope that she undrstd and dont think it to hard that ive haven get a proper job.Insyaallah.

So ive got to pray hard for it...And i do have some cash while im searching for a job day by day.Much thks for my client who been given me some few project..few days a go.Will be update for the pic if it all settle.Thats all i had right now.

day by day...my life getting bored,confused,sick......damm it! But i just dont noe what to do now,been trying to change my way of life but it block my way all the time.Some how i cant figured it out.....haiz.....am i gonna carry on my life in this way or ????

As for my family still dont undrstd what im trying to do.....even if i try to came out something....waht they wiil think is.....in the old way or just be Patient bla bla bla........

Right now my work is damm sucks...they dont understd the situation of the employee's life...or wad ever shit.Lots of crazy old folks talking shit ard,back stabbing,haters..bla bla bla....

aND ME,trying to think of taking some courses but i scared the plp ard my work, dont like it if ive been having less time dng work or ot.Hmmmm...but i hope they will undrstd....but think of it,its for my own good in the future that i have to do this.haaahhh.....i dont no!!! lost.

Bout my art stuff,so far so good......but only need some space n more project given....k das all ive got now......not good in writting....just to release it out...hehehe...