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A life is always hard for me to think if it.Sometimes,i need changes from myself but it wont work it out.May be it will take times to show it up but,just have to be patient on it.

I never had a fun life since i started 16,my days was given a hard time to me.As one man down in the family,...it was a really shock thing that happen so soon.The time that makes me hard to control on my mind...."what shall i do now?"...what will happen to me and hows my life gng to end up like?"....you no sort of that.But for me i really have decided to taking care on my family,no matter what it takes....just go for it.Even at that time my study was just empty to me,and i've never think of it....only to work and work and work for family.

Well....as the time goes on,ive change a lot...dng someting that i luv most of it(dzine,art..hmmmm..well..can't explain,its quite a lot.)hehehhe...
Anywy,it was a very nice time for me,as having some extra money...hmmm..thats cool.Get some project here and there....wow!,i never expect this might happen..but im glad and happy for myself.At least,ive got someting to bring it out what i can do.

As time goes by,i just need some break for myself....as i can say having someone to cares about me(hahaha..yeah yeah you no what i mean.).But it was a hard time on it....as some are playing ard,still enjoy...hmm....show off.I really can't take it that way.
Hmmm...time to time,i've met someone on the net.Quite interesting,well....she really luv my art works,and its not like..."wow it so nice..." i mean the way she show it to me on how she feel with my works....it was really a shock to me.Soon or later,we get along well....i never had this fun in my life before....and i was so happy with her.But things just happen in a snap...
I try really hard to give some time but the mistake that i did was really a bad thing i did.And i can't explain how it can be happen.I dont no whats wrong with me.....why! must always be me.WHY WHY WHY!!!....

Well....maybe im not a great person after all...eerrmmm...i dont no why im saying this.Or maybe i dont really try to know more about it,and never responsible in what vie did....maybe that.Hmmm.......What else could i do?....nuthing just works out well to me.So just carry on with my own life to be.....what will happen next?.....I dont no...if its works well then i'll be happy on it,but if not....im just Rohaidi as you all know.So thats about it...Enjoy ppl.



Anywy,what ever i wrote it down doesnt mean to hurt anyone but i just wanna clear up my mind.Thk you for reading.